You neither have everything, nor nothing.. Its just our inability to see the brightest or the darkest sight.
There are times when you feel you have everything, yet you end up with nothing; If there was something wrong who would have guessed it??? A moment you are standing at the top of a mountain, the next you are pushed to the ground. They say you have choices of how you want to live. Yes, maybe you do; but what can you do about the voices that run around. It makes you feel like you have been pulled to the ground, left alone with nothing but memories. Your throne has been captured, your place has been taken, your love has been stolen, your life has been overtaken.
Life treats you funny; You are given every moment of emotions. You feel like you are in heaven, full of love, full of care. You feel so complete loving each moment of life, feeling like you have grown up. You dream of all the good things thats coming, planning each moments to make it special. "Life is gOOd." Who said its tough? Nothing can go wrong, Nothing...
Yes, Nothing does go wrong and it comes to your life. "Nothing" appears like a storm and takes away "Everything" from your life. The love, care, dreams, plans everything is lost into a dark corner of your mind, making a scar on your heart. Now, you feel like "Happiness", is seldom found. You try to think what went wrong but you are left answerless... It just happened, your blown away. Justice is done; "Life starts now". You feel like you have grown up, but the truth is you just stopped looking at yourself. You were just too busy enjoying everything.
The heart and mind completely gets frozen to the moment and you loose your ability to see the life as you used to. Even small things in life becomes an obstacle and you feel you are so dumb, that you can't relate. The confidence in one's ability to hold on to things gets blown away. You look for the answers that are never found, you search for a path that never existed. You become a child with tears in its eyes - without a parent, without a mission.
Now, you have a new journey to travel, just with a heavier heart of loosing everything that you ever dreamt of... Replacing each broken stone with new ones to build your castle of dreams. Everything in this world surrounds you, just ask yourself are you ready to live? After waiting all this time with nothing to hold on, are you ready to build the phases of your life?
Making your own decisions is part of growing up; Just make sure you don't embaress the person in the mirror
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